Prayer for a Traffic Jam


 Lord, as I roll
and brake
roll
and brake
pinned side to side
front and back
by the chev on my bumper
the semi belching diesel
the convertible blasting metal
the pickup pointing twelve-foot boards
waving red flags
straight at my windshield
and the stench of sunstroked asphalt
rises over all...

May I remember
it could be workers 
up ahead
seeing, smelling, hearing, that and more
building a road
to make travel possible
baking in place
while I roll
my window up
turn on the AC.

May I remember
it could be an accident
up ahead
people now unable to roll
and brake
(at best)
people whose lives have forever changed
(or, yes, ended)
at worst.
So what if I'm home an hour late.
I have my cellphone
my AC
my life.
Lord, wrap them in everlasting arms
as I do the only thing I can:
extend my heart on a wing of compassion
as I roll
respectfully
by.

May I remember
it could be more traffic
up ahead
people like and unlike me
who roll
and brake
roll
and brake
pinned side to side
front and back
by others who wish they weren't there
either
give them
peace for stress
thanksgiving for frustration
forgiveness for lateness
and let perspective
rise over all.
Grant these strangers whose lives merge
only here
only now
safe passage to their hundred destinations.

The Proof


 Jesus is the only way 
because 
if not
the cross
the cross
the cross
was
meaningless

Knees


 It's on my knees
I see the beauty 
of a three-inch flower
and the power
of an infinite God

The Tithe is Not For Today (Controversies #3)


That's what I said. I'm going to say it again. The tithe is not for today. Paying 10% of one's increase is not a rule for the New Testament believer.

"You're just trying to get out of tithing!" 

No, I'm not. I've been questioning and studying this issue for 25 years, and I have been tithing for a great deal of that time (and longer), up until about two months ago, in fact. However, three things have now brought that to an end. 

  • The NT believer's onus is to give cheerfully and generously, not to tithe.
  • Anything that does not come from faith is sin (Romans 14:23).
  • If I obey one part of the law, I am obligated to obey the whole law (Galatians 3:10-25; 5:3-4).

"But tithing isn't part of the law!" 

Yes, it is; Jesus himself said so. Let's look at several translations of Matthew 23:23.

"Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law..." (KJV).

"Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices--mint, dill and cummin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law..." (NIV).

"Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you tithe mint and dill and cummin, and have neglected the weightier provisions of the law..." (NASB 1995).

"What sorrow awaits you teachers of religious law and you Pharisees. Hypocrites! For you are careful to tithe even the tiniest income from your herb gardens, but you ignore the more important aspects of the law..." (NLT).

Clearly, Jesus is comparing actions that are all matters of the law, saying that tithes on even the tiniest of foods (and we'll be coming back to this food idea) should not be neglected (because the required 10% was a strict and exact measure, after all). The tithe is law. 

What's more, Hebrews 7:5 states that the law requires the priestly descendants of Levi (note: not the church) to collect a tenth. The tithe is law, and the law was fulfilled in Christ. 

"Okay, but Jesus just said they shouldn't neglect the tithe!"

Because he was speaking to people who were living under the Old Covenant. The New was not in effect until Jesus died on the cross and fulfilled the whole law. 

"But what about Jacob promising God a tenth of all he received? That was prior to the law!"

Jacob made that promise based on God's future gift to him (Jacob = Israel) of the promised land. Jacob vowed three things: that the Lord would be his God, that the very place he was lying would be the house of God, and that he would give a tenth of all God gave him, which was the land (Gen. 28:10-22). Jacob fulfilled the second part of the vow when he named the place Bethel. He fulfilled the first part in Genesis 35, when he ordered everyone to get rid of the foreign gods. But there is no recorded fulfillment of the tithe part. Why not? I believe because he hadn't inherited the land yet, nor would he ever, as Jacob the man. He simply couldn't tithe on what he didn't own. Jacob as the nation of Israel would both inherit the land and pay the tithe, in later generations. In other words, the actual fulfillment of paying the tithe would have to be future, as indeed it was. There is no record of Jacob tithing on anything during his natural life, nor could he have given material goods directly to God anyway! What Jacob did, by making a vow, was both prophesy that Israel would pay it and obligate them to do so.  

"Yes, but Abraham tithed to Melchizedek, and we see him actually do it!" 

He did. As a one-time thing. And there is no command in the passage (Genesis 14:17-24) that this is to be a practice; it only says that Abram tithed on the spoils of war. Not on his income, not on the total of his assets, not on what a parcel of land produced for him (which was Jacob's promise, and thus the basis of Israel's OT tithe), and not as a requirement. What's more, there is another difference here. When a tithe is given, it is generally assumed that the giver uses the remaining 90%, or thereabouts, for his own living. But Abram wanted nothing for himself. He gave most of the spoils back to those they were stolen from, mainly Sodom and Gomorrah, holding out only a share to provide for the needs of his fighting men. This was truly a specific situation, and to draw from it a general principle that NT believers in Christ must give 10% of their monetary income to a local church is an abuse of inductive reasoning. This exchange between Abram and Melchizedek doesn't even support the OT tithe requirement for Israel (although Jacob's vow does). 

By the way, the other time we see a division of the spoils of war is in Numbers 31:25-30. In this instance, the goods go half to the soldiers and half to the community. From there, the soldiers are to set apart to the Lord 1/500th, and the people 1/50th. Far from a tithe, from either group! Why don't we ever hold up this example as the one to follow? 

"What about Cain giving produce from the ground and Abel giving livestock?"

No amounts are listed. I agree with the belief that they gave firstfruits, not a tithe. It's also quite possible that this is more about Abel seeing the need for a blood sacrifice, and Cain missing that significance, than it is about amounts given. 

"What about Malachi?"

When you read the book of Malachi in one sitting, it's easier to grasp that he was addressing a particular group of people: Jewish priests. It doesn't say that the people weren't tithing. It says that the storehouse tithe (collected every three years) wasn't getting through the priests and into the storehouse, where it belonged. This has absolutely zero to do with the NT church.

"Any other reasons not to tithe?"

--Yes, indeed! Throughout the OT, tithing is shown to be on land and what that land produced (which is why they were tithing mint, dill, and cumin--food produced by the land!), not on money, marketplace transactions, or non-farm income (Numbers 18:21-32; Deut. 14:28, 26:12). The way the tithe was done in the OT just doesn't translate to how churches today want us to practice it.

--The book of Hebrews gives a thorough treatment of the theme of a better covenant in Christ and his fulfillment of the law. 

--Tithing focuses attention on a requirement of the law and tempts people toward legalism, instead of emphasizing the cheerful, abundant giving taught in the NT.  

--Why, if tithing is so important, would it not be mentioned in the Bible after Jesus' crucifixion and resurrection, especially in the letters of Paul? Why, if tithing was the only point of law that Jesus didn't fulfill, wouldn't we be told so point blank? Instead, Paul speaks of generous gifts, freely given. It makes much more sense to conclude, especially in light of everything else laid out here, that Paul didn't mention tithing because it no longer holds, than it does to assume he just ignored, omitted, or forgot the subject entirely. In addition, Acts 15 would have been a perfect place to lay out all rules that were transferring over from Jewish practices to Gentile believers. The new converts were in fact given four: no food sacrificed to idols, no meat from strangled animals, no blood, and no sexual immorality. If tithing were of the utmost importance, why isn't that stated anywhere in the NT? 

--Statistics vary, but I've seen estimates that 5% of all Christians tithe, rising to 13% for evangelicals. You may say the only indication here is of mass disobedience, but what if we consider the idea that the Holy Spirit isn't moving on the tithe, and at some level most of us know it?

--As practiced today, the tithe takes unfair advantage of lower-income people. To someone making 20k, 2k is a big deal. To someone making 200k, 20k is a blip. One pastor of a church I attended used the line "It's not equal amounts, it's equal sacrifice." This is ignorant and inconsiderate. When the arguments they make to their people are this weak, one wonders why they don't have better ones.

--Finally, two very important reasons, as I mentioned at first: Anything that isn't done from faith is sin. If I have full faith that the tithe is not for today, and I tithe anyway? Guess what?

--Plus...if I obey one part of the law, I'm obligated to obey the whole. Trying to obey the law is telling Jesus he didn't accomplish his mission, which is beyond unthinkable. 


While you will see some teachers teach this position on the tithe, you will seldom if ever hear preachers preach it. Why not? Because most are part of a denomination or governing body that licenses or ordains them and prescribes the tithe. They simply can't break ranks on this and keep their pulpits. I'm sure most who preach the tithe sincerely believe in it. Perhaps even a majority of the higher-ups in their denominations do. But it's hard not to notice that churches benefit financially, or believe they do, from asking their people to tithe. There is--no matter how many people in the chain may have pure motives--a conflict of interest. 

My point is that just because a lot of pastors (as opposed to teachers) preach the tithe doesn't make it true. Why and to what degree the church as a whole preaches the tithe out of fear, rather than trusting God to provide through generous offerings, are needed questions. But precisely because we're no longer under law, we study out the scriptures, live by faith, and extend, to everyone, grace as we grow in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.

Lilacs


If fallen Earth offers
such glorious perfume, 
what then of the fragrance of Jesus?

Spirit F(Sk)illed

 


If you think study and practice don't matter because you have been called by God, remember: 

Bezalel wasn't filled without being skilled (Exodus 31:3).

Waiting

held

holding

in reserve

till due time

in the secret place

hidden with Christ in God

The Sinner's Prayer Isn't a Thing (Controversies #2)

I don't know if Jeopardy has ever had a category called "Things that aren't in the Bible," but if they ever do, this one has to be included.

We've heard it many times: people streaming to the altar to say the sinner's prayer, one person asking another if they've said the sinner's prayer, pulpit references to the sinner's prayer. 

There are sinners, and there is certainly repentant prayer, but there is no sinner's prayer, and we need to stop using the term the way we do, lest we imply such a prayer (like the Lord's prayer, perhaps) actually appears in scripture. It doesn't--not in name nor in explicit words--anywhere in these pages.

Let me be clear. I think that responding in prayer at the moment you are genuinely struck with the truth and gravity of your own sinfulness, and your desire to be free of it, is not only appropriate but virtually inevitable. 

But it is not repeating a prayer that saves you, and too often we suggest that it is. I recall a friend, years ago, whose sister died unexpectedly and much too young. A few others, gently gently, broached the subject of the sister's relationship with Christ. "Oh, yes," said my friend. "Years ago, growing up in a Methodist church, a Sunday School teacher took kids out of class one by one to repeat the prayer in private. My sister did it, so yeah." Never mind the fact that the sister's adult life bore no evidence of a relationship with Jesus; the crux of the matter is this: relying on having repeated a prayer is salvation by works.

The Bible says we are to believe in his name (John 1:12-13; John 3:16-18; Acts 16:31; Eph. 1:13-14), be born again (John 3:3-7; Titus 3:5; 1 Peter 1:23), and confess him with our mouths (Romans 10:9-10; although I don't believe for a moment that a person unable to speak cannot be saved). Is it possible to be saved after repeating a group prayer line by line after a leader? Of course. Are you necessarily saved after repeating a group prayer line by line after a leader? Absolutely not. 

Salvation is not by works, and when you are only repeating what you've been urged to repeat, without a heart-changing level of repentance, and expecting that this will be what "does it," That. Is. Works. No one is saved because they repeated a prayer, and we need to stop implying to vulnerable people, even momentarily, that doing so has settled their salvation for all eternity. 

Too much emphasis and reliance on "the sinner's prayer" is dangerous. I suggest we stop using the phrase entirely.

A Spiritual Adventure


Whoever has will be given more, and he will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him" (Matthew 13:12).

Have you ever thought this seems unfair? Once upon a time, I did. It seems so contrary to biblical instructions such as helping the poor. Of course, the context of the above verse isn't material wealth. This is the parable of the sower, Jesus' teaching about the word of God and how we receive it, about those who see yet don't see, hear yet don't hear, whose hearts are calloused and eyes closed. In other words, they bear much responsibility for their lack of understanding, and it's those calloused hearts and closed eyes that not only keep them from advancing in spiritual knowledge but will eventually stunt and shrivel any rudimentary understanding they did have. 

Let's draw a parallel with another scripture passage, Matthew 25:14-30. In this parable, one servant doubles the five talents he's been given, a second servant doubles two talents, and a third hides his one talent in the ground. Because of this, he loses even the one talent he has--and it is given to the man who already has ten! Again Jesus says, as recorded in verse 29, that everyone who has will be given more, and he who does not have, even what he has will be taken from him. Note that this passage, unlike the first, does deal with material goods. The principle works here as well. If we don't steward our earthly wealth wisely, we will neither earn nor be entrusted with more, and even what we have will never be enough.

Mindsets matter, and if we consider ourselves the have-nots (spiritually or materially), think like the have-nots, and handle our resources (spiritual or material) like the have-nots, we will have not.

How, then, do we think like the haves? There's a simple way. 

Thanksgiving.

When we give thanks, do we not consider ourselves to be those who have? 

Therefore, Thanksgiving opens the door to more. 

That deduction sparks my heart to rise to the challenge. Though I have always been drawn to the prayer of Thanksgiving, I want to give thanks all the more and see what God will do. Spiritual adventure ahead! 

Join me? 

Where All Consists




Everything you see, in everyone you've loved:

the buttery warmth of a newborn's head, bobbing at your shoulder;

dimples that punctuate a smile

just

so;

the timbre and ripple of a laugh known anywhere

even though fifty years gone;

gentle fingers encircling your wrist, grounding you

 as she helps; 

that way he knows the exact words,

the exact need,

every time, it seems;

the one who always comes when you call,

and also when you don't;

the tilt of his head;

the wink of her eye; 

the phrase that takes your breath,

even though fifty years gone;

the way each walks this earth, as only each one can.


And the achingly sweet beauty in those who won't stay,

cross your path, move on with a smile

or a frown

or not even a glance

and nothing, no one, like that will come to you again

ever...


All of it.

All of it.

All

present in, sourced from

Him whom you can never lose

ever,

Jesus,

and infinitely, unimaginably more. 

I am God's published work, and the condition of my heart is the true publishing house.
 

Too many people think speaking the truth in love means you can be harsh in a calm voice. 

"Secular" Isn't a Thing (Controversies #1)


  Secular =❌🚫👎

How often have we heard or spoken phrases like the following:

"I read this book that was really good, even though it was secular..."

"He sold out, he's playing secular music now..."

"Sacred and secular"

"Sacred versus secular"

"In my secular job..."

STOP!



You're a Christian? You have no secular job. What you have is a job out in the world that is your Kingdom assignment, and you can either advance the Kingdom there (not by preaching, but by performing your work with an eternal, ministry, salt-and-light mindset) or you can pass up the opportunity, mistakenly thinking it has no part in your Jesus-walk. 

That book (or music, etc.) was good, but it was secular? Nope. If it was good, there was something of God or his creation in it. Spread that goodness into the marketplace of ideas! But if you can't identify a redeeming quality after all, maybe that song, movie, painting was more exciting, or scary, or clever than actually good

You see, life is not divided into sacred and secular. That is a lie from the pit of hell designed to crowd believers into an ever-tinier ghetto called "Sacred," all the while being deceived into abandoning (with their spirits and souls if not their bodies) every area of life except the church as too ungodly to mess with unless they can't help it. Then the devil runs wild, and we have the nerve to complain that he's taken over society when in fact we rolled over without a fight. We shrink even further into our holy bunker, and a vicious cycle begins.*

There's no such thing as secular.** 

First, it's all your Jesus-walk. Second, nothing is neutral. Jesus teaches extensively on this idea in Luke 11. No, the real divider in life is between sin and not-sin.  

Is it sin for any human being? Stay away. 

Is it sin for you? (For example, you're not acting from faith according to Romans 14:23, or God has told you that's not your path.) Stay away. 

Is it not sin, is it in your heart to do it, and has the Spirit not forbidden you? That's Kingdom. For goodness' sake, don't hand it over to the bad guy!


*This may sound like 7-Mountains teaching, and there are similarities, but God gave it to me independently in the late 1990s, in the given concept/language/picture rather than in 7-Mountains terminology or with accompanying 7-Mountains beliefs. For example, I do not believe that Jesus can't return unless the church takes over society. 


**Secular is a legitimate word as the adjectival form of saeculum, meaning "the coming and going of the ages." In any other sense, Christian, kick that word to the curb.  

 


Tree of Life

When hope is deferred
and deferred
and deferred again
and deferred some more
and deferred still
and your heart its sickest sick
try asking if this is one of those hopes
that's meant to become undeferred
by being laid down


until

someday

maybe

in some whole other shape
and by surprise



fulfillment




Faith as Substance

When I think of substance, my mind often goes to bread. Bread just seems, well, substantial--the staff of life, our daily bread, the smell of hearth and home as it bakes in my kitchen. That I'm a synesthete who tastes words, and to me "substance" tastes like bread, only strengthens the connection.

Hebrews 11:1 says that faith is the substance of things hoped for, and the evidence of things not seen. Speaking of bread, that is one of the chewiest verses in scripture.  We may think of faith as abstract, a flighty thing that soars and crashes, even directionless in that sometimes it lacks an object. (Faith in what, precisely?) But we are told faith is substance and evidence--tangible things. Faith is a force that pulls hope into reality, so much so that faith doesn't just cause the reality but is the reality. The evidence. The substance. Our hopes-come-true, manifested before us.

One of my other favorite chewy faith verses is Romans 14:23b (NIV). "...everything that does not come from faith is sin." Just let that, if you'll pardon me, digest. Everything. Everything. That doesn't come from faith. Is sin. Faith is that serious. That substantial. 

This doesn't mean I'm sinning if I'm faced with a problem and am trying various alternatives I know may or may not work. But it does mean that if I'm pretty doggone sure I shouldn't do something, even if that something isn't sin in itself, I'm sinning if I do it. If, instead, I pray, hear from God, and am released to take action, then that very same action (which will produce substance!) is not sin, because it's performed in faith.

Faith. Now that is substance.